I hate all these “mental illness inspiration empowerment” words and pictures and things telling me how amazing and special and shit I am. Like that does not empower me. Because it’s not true. And you don’t actually know me and not everybody in the whole wide world can be super duper amazing special perfect and strong. I hate that that is supposed to make me feel better. No, I will not make it through the week because I’m super amazing and special. I will make it through the week because time moves whether life is perfect or not. I will make it to next Sunday no matter what, unless I die. Otherwise, I will be there. Whether or not life runs smoothly or not. I may or may not be strong enough to handle it all but I will do my damnedest and the next week will come and I will be breathing unless I’m not. I wish there were more messages that told me that there is time and it is moving and as long as I stay alive I will be okay life will keep moving and I will do my best and everything I can to handle it all and move forward. I have the fucking ability to try. And we all do. We all have the ability to wake up and say I’m going to fucking try today and then do it, actually fucking try and don’t take any excuses from yourself. Do not tell me I’m amazing, because I’m not. I just have a life that I can make the decision to live despite it all.
i’m tired of people saying lesbians hate men. that’s such bullshit. you don’t have to be a lesbian to hate men. everyone hates men